First of all I AM FUCKING ENRAGED! I try my best to stay away from the Wilson family but guess what? They always come and haunt me. No, It's not Greg who is talking or communicating with me but his sister, Ginny. The same one that once seemed to hate my guts but apparently does not. Okay, want the whole thing? I'm posting it. Here are a bunch of emails we have exchanged and it is time. Time for the world to see why I want to keep him away as far away as possible. I am the one in bold while Ginny is the one in italics.
did u see one of many of gregorys new girlfriend the pic is his default with a new girl, hes also doing a 48 year old woman
I DON'T CARE ANYMORE! I don't want anything to do with him anymore. Not now, not ever. He can continue lying to me and to himself as if he knew what he wants but I know for sure that he doesn't know what he wants. I know what I want and that is a life on my own without his ghost, shadow or even family telling me things that I don't even need to hear. UGH! Virginia, please! Why did you have to tell me about this? If he wants to hurt himself by playing around so be it! I don't need to be part of his games. So much for loving me I guess. You know that he had the guts to call me and say that he loved me and even stop me from saying "I love you too?" To hell with him. Look, thanks but what do you want me to say to him? Do you want me to do some divine intervention in his life and try saving him from doing mistakes? I am not God. I don't know, I COULD try helping but I don't know if he will listen to me or even care. Is that why you are sending me a message? To see if I could help. Maybe I lied about not caring. I do care about your brother. Even as a friend, I care about him. Just tell me if this is what you want, for me to help him.
Ellie
i think and know that u need to drop him so u wont get hurt, he plays girls and lies, i dont want him in my house cause he steals and lies, that boy is beyond help, he is just like our father, a huge cheater, gregory just wants attention, trust me, if his sister is saying bad things, i would stay away, he dont have a job, car, or money, and is lazy, im sorry, just trying to help u, love gin
I haven't spoken with him for about a month and I want to keep it like that. Honestly, I don't love him like I used to, not after I found out a lot of shit from April and now finding out all this stuff from you. I am glad you told me but at the same time I will keep him in my thoughts and pray for him. That's all I can do and I know it is all he allows me to do, pray. Thank you for telling me all this and by the way, sorry that in the past you and I did not start on a right track. I just blindly followed your brother's request on not talking to you and deleted you as a friend but for what? He is the one who is wrong about you. And he is wrong about himself too. I'll be praying, hard.
Ellie
ya he told u that cause he knows i see right threw him and i have busted him so many times when some of his other girlfriends told me, hey i think he is cheating on me, thats just the way he is, just like my dad, i dont even talk to my dad anymore cause hes a piece of shit, gregorys just the same, he stole 220 dollars from my mom, stole tools out of my house, towels, and my mattress, he ison probation from stalking a girl, no joke, he is not allowed in my house any more, and i dont want anything to do with him,ya i talk to april to, when gregory went to jail, iwas telling 3 girls he was seeing at the time that he was in jail, i had girls call other girls to confirm that he was seeing them, ive busted him with over10 girls that he was cheating on, im sorry i hope it all works out for u, love gin
yeah, i knew about the jail thing. of course, sometimes is like he has things coming at him. I'm telling you this and I HOPE it never happens but your brother, if he continues with this behavior, is destined for longer time in jail, have a baby with someone he doesn't love, or even getting an STD which hopefully won't happen. I've placed your brother in God's hands. I don't which any harm on him but I know that this kind of behavior is part of a cry of attention and maybe even more. You might hate me now for saying this but I would like to speak with him sometime. Though not right now, because I am very disappointed with him by all the things you've told me. Ten girls at the same time? What if I was one of them? Makes me want to kill him but believe me, as a Christian all I can do is place him on God hands and have God take care of him. Thanks again Ginny. By the way and just to change the topic for a bit, how's your baby doing?
thats exactly what i am sayin, i wouldnt be surprised if he had an std, i was here when he got arrested, they came right in my house and got him, i was pregnant and yelling at him, i told him, u havent learned ur lesson yet, the cop was concerned about my well being lol, i told him i hope this is a lesson learned, i even felt sorry for him in jail, he told me he learned his lesson and just went back to doin the same thing, anyways, my baby is good, shes 2 months now and getting big,ya itold april he was full of it with him pretending to be the babys daddy, he cant take care of it, he cant even take care of himself, ya i wont be surprised if he goes back, he tells every girl that he loves them, and he loves to use girls too for material things, he told me that
that's why I am done with believing him. If he EVER cleans up his act, maybe, he'll have my trust again but I doubt that day will come. He's not going to change. Not now, not ever and that sucks because well, it is a bad thing for a sister to hear and you are his sister, and it is hard for me, someone who cares about him even as a friend which is all I want to be in his life. I will never be more than that. Not after all the pain he has put me through for 7 years of my life. You know that's how long I've known him right? You know that we met when I was 16 and he was 14? Did you know that there's a bond between me and him that can't be broken? Her name is Angel and just like angels she is in Heaven. Yeah, we have a daughter which I miscarriaged when I was about 2 or 3 months pregnant. I'm pretty sure that you never knew that me and him lost a baby. Maybe never told you that you have a niece that died. It's Okay, I'm moving on with my life and truly, without him everything has been a lot clearer and better. It does hurt to hear all this stuff about him but what can I do except for all that I've been doing for him? I knew for a long time that he is after material things. He always tried to get something out of me, but believe me, I barely ever gave in. Two can play the game you know? I know that he is lazy and manipulative, and that is why I am not going back with him as a girlfriend even if he begs me. I would, but I would play him too, but that's not me. That might be the old me but that's not how I am now. May God guide him to whatever path should be his right one, because I can't do much. I am only human who have made many mistakes, just like your brother. Some worse than him others not as bad but I give up.
If I ever said that he was the best thing that happened to me please let me drink a whole gallon of bleach. He isn't the best nor the worse thing that happened to me. But that I am done with him, I am done. I don't need someone so pathetic and so less of a man like Gregory Alan Wilson. Even typing his name feels bitter to my eyes. Like onions, it makes me tear up. But I am done shedding tears for him. The last time I ever did so was the day that I decided it was over. Maybe Ginny doesn't know that I've been done with all this Gregory bullshit for a long time and like I told Virginia, all I can do is pray for him. Of course it might be too late for that but that is it and that is all I am doing for him. I'm done. I don't want him in my path ever again. HA! If he ever crosses my path he better pray that I am in a good mood or else he better fucking run. My anger has reached boiling level and that is not a good thing for him.
Update
my mom said something to me about it, but i guess my bro has her thinkin u were faking it, the preggo, my bro would say that u r psycho but he also said that about april too, he told me something about my mom, i confronted her, and he said i was lieing, so thats why i dont trust him, he always changes his story, yep u know him to a t like i do, thats nuts i thought i was the only one who could see, i thought he would have learned something from our dad, i guess not, ive even got into a fist fight with greg about a year ago, because of him cheating on the girl he was with at the time, and i barely knew the girl, i was so pissed, they pulled me off of him, so i grabbed his shoe and set it on fire, because the girl told me she bought those shoes for him lol, i havent even bought brand new clothes in for ever and ive been workin since i was 16, and he has all new shit, so i destroyed his shoe lol, but i didt know if u really were preggo or not
I was pregnant with his baby when I was 16. the pregnant bit last year THANKS TO GOD was only a scare. I've had plenty of those with him oddly enough. But not back in 2002. That was no scare, that was real and he knows about it. He even says he thinks of our baby? That bullshit. I bet he is fucking HAPPY that there isn't a 6 year old running around my place asking for her daddy. Ugh! I promised myself the day that I let him go that such would be the last day I would shed a tear for him. But talking about Angel does this to me. Yeah, he would say that about anyone who is pregnant or going through a scare. That they are psycho. Come on, he would even say that you are psycho to me while you were pregnant and he would come over to my place. Because he has come over. Last time I saw him was on May 5th of this year. After that I heard from him after he went to jail that he sent me all the text messages you saw on the blog to later, about a week after that on May 19th the day our daughter would have been turning 6 years old he calls me to apologize and give me all the crap he has been giving me ever since I started talking to him again. For what? For him to disappear again and call me on August 10 and say to me all that bullshit that he wanted to see me, that he loves me and whenever I would give in and tried to say that I love him too he would stop me. He even said the biggest lie of all, that he loves me enough to put a ring on my finger! I don't want to marry him! As a matter of fact, I rather marry... a homeless guy than him. They might not have money but I bet a homeless might treat me better than what your brother treated me. Can you believe that he kept me locked with him in a hotel room for a whole weekend while my best friend where having fun at a convention that we all went to? He kept me all to myself and of course stupid me acted like that was exactly what I wanted but it wasn't! He tried hard to ruin my friendship with my best friend, he keeps seeing my mother as a villain, and he still thinks that my dad adores him. But deep inside all of us are angry at him. Starting with me.
Another update
wow ,thats crazy, ya he says all kinds of shit about me, but i dont care, ya i was out of my mind i told him he needed to find a new place to live because he didnt contribute to shit and i had a baby on the way, and this is my house, he thought he could do what ever he wanted, hes brought more girls over here than i have had guys and ive lived here for 5 years, he just says what ever he wants to make himself look better, hes even doing a 48 year old woman, that is nasty, i cant believe u were preggo by him, he wouldnt have learned anything fromthat any way, gregory tells everyone he wants to marry them, dont fall for his shit again, i amtelling u, and i dont care if u repeat any of the things i am telling u cause its nothing i havent said to his face, he knows that i dont play lol
Ginny, I don't play either. I'm done. It's over between me and him. He can lie to other girls but somehow I've built a shield against all his lies. It's even repelling against him. He blew it when the whole Crystal thing happened. I tried giving him or I thought about giving him a second chance but you know what Shannon came around. Luckily she played it better and sent him to jail. If there was a way for me to get a hold of every woman he has dater to form some kind of army against him I'd do it. I'll even have you in it all with the hopes of having him change. Letting him see how many people he has hurt. I know you say you don't care about your brother but I know deep inside it must be hurting you seeing him going in such a destructive path. I am saddened too even if I am not shedding a tear. Yes, it is fucking nasty that he is with a 48 year old. MY GOD! That's my mom's age! If he knew that it might even gross him out and make him stop but I doubt it. Then again, this doesn't surprise me. Remember Crystal last summer? The one that you got in a fight with him about? She was 30! Even that grossed me out. He is looking for someone who can be both a lover and a mother to him. He needs to choose one or the other. In my case I rather be with a lover. Eww. Even the thought makes me want to puke and I do have a highly sensitive stomach.
Another Update
yep u r right on the key, ya it was crystal who bought him clothes and i burned the shoe she got him , ya i was fighting him over her, lol yep i told shannon how gregory was to her face and in front of greg, he said he had changed, then she puts hin in jail, thats what he needed, ya you know him like i do, i tried talkin to him i told him he did not need to be like dad, he says im not, but he is, good keep it over between u two, hes an ass and always will be, yes i do think he wants a mother and lover at the same time, he s nuts
He thinks that he is screwing everyone else lives when it is his life that he is screwing up. I will keep it like it is now. I'm feeling better, happier and much more calm than when I was with him. Crystal was pretty smart about leaving Florida and going back to Connecticut after they broke up, but I give the biggest kuddos to Shannon for sending him to jail. I wish I had done the same thing when I began harming myself for him. Hell, I had a letter somewhere in here, like a suicide note because believe it or not, last summer when he left me for Crystal and on my own with a pregnancy scare, uncertain at the moment if I was pregnant or not I got suicidal. Your little brother would have been held responsible for my death. He made me go back to cutting. I haven't done it in a while, well, last time was I think three weeks. Everytime he calls or I hear from him I just lose it and cut. If he wasn't human, he would be well even as a human he is as dangerous as a drug to me. He is bad at least to me he is bad but as long as he doesn't come around I'll be fine.
ya u definatly dont need him any more, ya crystal left him, because he went out wth other girls, i dont blame her either, and i dont blame shannon, they were both really nice too, hes a dumbass, no boy which he is, is worth cuttin ur self over, i remember when i used to cry over past relationships, i would slap myself, i stopped doing it when i got older, i realized boys aint worth it at all, there are too many fish out there, greg aint one of them lol
Greg is nothing but a leech. Sorry to say this about your brother but he is a parasite disguised as a human who just loves to hurt those who have done nothing but treat him right. Hell yeah I can do better than him and I doing much better. I'm single at the moment and loving every minute of it. Being out of a relationship for a year has been great for me. But being with your brother, it wasn't my biggest mistake but it was one of my big mistakes in life. I'm absolutely done thinking and talking about him. Not to mention crying and getting my body all fucked up because of all the pain he caused me. I've moved on from that part of my past and I don't want to repeat it ever again!
ya he is a leech and user, he learned that from my mom, and it makes me sick to my stomach, i treid leading him in a different direction, he listens to what i say one ear and out the other, then he tells me later, u were right i should have listened to u, but oh well, it will all catch back up with him, its already starting too, slowly but surely........
you said it is catching up with him already? What kind of problem is he in now? I was wondering and maybe you could answer to me this one; is he still in school or did he had to quit that too? It would REALLY hurt me to hear that he quit since me and MY FAMILY pushed him into going to UTI. I don't know if you knew this but my dad was the one who helped him set everything up practically. He took him for the open house on April of last year as well as he helped your brother with settling the financial aid papers for his schooling. I know I shouldn't be worried but I am worried sick about him. He was the same way with me; with all of us. We would give him advise but he would not listen to us. I'm glad that things are catching up with him already, even if slowly. That's what he gets for making all these mistakes as he grew up. There's a bit more that has been bothering me but I don't want to get into that right now. Let me know if you want me to intervene somehow and find a way to help him out. I would do whatever it takes and I mean that as a Christian and as a friend.
i dont thin he is in school any more, the school called me and was looking for him, and said that he used to go to thay school, so, it sounded like to me that he owed them money or something, idk, but i am not talking to him and he wouldnt even answer the phone if i called cause he knows he fucked up, i dk where he lives andd his phone is disc. and whenver i do talk to him i am always given him the riot act for all the shit he does cause iam so disgusted with him as a person, because he reminds me of our father, i care but i dont care, i just cant believe him, thats crazzy that u all helped him get into that school, i didnt know that
We did A LOT for your brother. We helped him get in school, we cooked for him when he came over. I even gave him as a birthday present the chance to spend a weekend with me at a convention with my friends, letting him stay over at a hotel room with me and my friends. I spent so much money, time and dedication on your brother and for what? For all to go to waste without a thank you from him. If I was mean, evil, like him, I wouldn't help him nor even pray for him like I have been doing. I do feel bad for all that he is going through but like I said, he had it coming. He thinks like a two year old, that life is nothing but fun and games but it isn't. There are things that he needs to take seriously and he isn't. It hurts and breaks my heart to see him this way but what am I supposed to do? I know where he lives. He moved to some apartments in Orlando across from the Valencia Community College campus that I go to. Hope he doesn't plan on stalking me whenever I go back to college because I will not take that at all. I will be the one calling the cops again even if he hates my guts in the end.
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